I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I’m leaning on the everlasting arms
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there’s nothing to it
I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly….
See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there’s nothing to it
I believe I can fly…
If I just spread my wings
I can fly….
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While I really love to travel and visit new places and see different things and learn about various cultures and eat strange foods, what I most enjoy on every trip that I take is being in the sky. Flying. Love the takeoffs and landings. Love turbulence. Love looking out the window at the world below. (Even though on most flights I take with Bruce, I let him have the window seat…)
When I was a teenager I wanted to be a flight attendant with Singapore Airlines. To many, it was a glamour or fun thing, but I just wanted to be in the sky. Alas, I’m not tall or thin or pretty enough. Why not aspire to be a pilot, you ask? Well, in Singapore, you need to have perfect eyesight just to take flying classes. But now, here in the states, you just need to have "corrected" vision of 20/20, i.e. you can wear soft contact lenses. So there’s hope for me after all.
Many people might not know this, but one of my main motivations of considering lasik is so that I can learn to fly. Not so much about convenience (I’m used to my glasses anyway since I’ve been wearing them for so long). And not really about looking better either (I’ll need plastic surgery for that… plus I’m not after the flight attendant job anymore… plus even if I was, the airlines here are not as particular about looks.)
My dreams are lofty and crazy and unrealistic, but I shall dream anyway. I’d like to be a commercial airline pilot. Flying across the Pacific to Asia, or across the Atlantic to Europe. "Welcome aboard, this is your captain speaking! We’ll be cruising at 35 thousand feet. We have clear skies so I don’t foresee much turbulance (darn), but for your entertainment, I’ll do some barrel rolls and verticle loops. So please sit back, fasten your seat belts, and enjoy your flight!!"
Wonder if I’m too old to enlist? Maybe I can be a fighter pilot… or a test pilot for experimental aircrafts. Hmmm…. anyway, to make dreams come true, I still need a concrete plan. So I’m gonna work hard and save money and go for lasik next year and start reading up on getting my private pilot’s license including VFR/IFR/CFI… practice on MS Flight Simulator, take lessons… to get more hours maybe I can fly for charity, or teach…. gosh, I’m getting excited and impatient at the same time. But I need to pace myself… sometimes when I try to do too much too soon, things fall apart and I end up not achieving anything.
I believe I can fly.
Let my dream take flight…….